XiaN gUo <3 KaI yUn

2009-07-11T12:22:00.003+08:00

4 weeks in army already.
it wasnt very easy, neither was it very hard.
still can tahan nonetheless.

any1 still reads this blog? i wonder.
have not been updating alot it seems.
yes i am botak haha.
kinda comfy tho.

i was ask to have attend C at home cause i had a little fever.
Damn i had to missed IPPT categorization which was the day i book out.
i could have see if i have improved in my 2.4km and mayb be the few who passed or even get silver among all the PTP people.
But well, my Platoon Commander insist that health is more important so yeah.. i can still take IPPT another day..
I will definitely do better the next time ROARR!!!

i have to say.. army wasnt as i expected.
our sergeants, platoon sergeants and officers are actually very nice.
UNLESS we didnt listen to instruction and anyhow do things.
and my bunk mates were all very nice too, that was a very big relief.

Monday when i book in, it will be the start of BMT.
i wonder what new things i will learn haha..

i miss my girl when i was inside.
i miss my family when i was inside.
i miss my relatives when i was inside.
i miss all my friends when i was inside.

but now i feel like it is my 2nd home already.
even thought the punishment can b harsh..
scoldings were given because of little things..
but i do treasure the times there with my bunk mates where we have to wake each other up every morning..
singing army songs in the bathroom loudly till other platoons complain. haha..
and most of all doing all the trainings with each other..
and i believe more will come..
so i hope my 2 years of army life will be a good one..

FROM BASICS TO EXCEL!!!!

die kana brainwash liao zzzz

2009-06-12T00:18:00.002+08:00

its the last 3 days already..
excited or not i dunno..
all i know is its going to be 2 years of army life..
2 freaking years.. i am going to chiong haha..
hopefully do something good and get reasonable pay..

baby will be fine i hope..
nobody to follow her to work..
nobody to sent her home..
nobody to let her nag ..
nobody to let her hug..
will you be fine? i will be out in 2 weeks.. just wait ok
try to find things to do and keep urself busy for this 2 weeks..
i promise to msg u everynight =)

SO DO KEEP YOUR HANDPHONE BESIDE YOU!!!..

arghh i am having fever and stomachache today..
super duper not feeling well..
and i still follow baby to work..

anyway.. counting down 3 more days..
hope i will be fine ok.. PRAY FOR ME!!!

2009-05-27T11:29:00.002+08:00

be all fine!!

2009-05-22T00:11:00.002+08:00

i sld have find a job earlier.. now abit too late le..
and i am jobless..

if only i have money..
i can spend nicer times with baby..
i can spend it on nicer items on conquer online..
i can eat better and nicer food..
i can do so so so so so many things..

now everything i do i have to calculate first..

but well i have to wait till army le ba =/

had a great day at WCP with baby today.. hvnt had such a nice and quiet time where we can talk and talk none stop =).. love it..
i am going army.. i hope u wnt miss me too much =))..
you know i love you and i know you love me..

have been playing conquer online for half a year already..
i am currenly a 2nd reborn =D

This is her with her guard =))

ciao all ^^

2009-05-01T02:43:00.002+08:00

maybe it was me after all..
somewhere somehow i did something that wasnt satisfactory enough..
so what is satisfactory enough?
i noe nothing much..
and i am suppose to change accordingly? to what i ask myself..
i dunno..

maybe its true.. i take things too lightly..
maybe its true.. i am incapable of alot of things..
or maybe just 1 simple truth.. i m just not good enough?

i hope baby dun think the same way about me as i assume they are thinking..
cross fingers with me will ya..

army is ahead of me..
we'll get pass it smoothly together right?
=)

2009-02-13T18:12:00.005+08:00

its the last paper.
n i did okok i feel.
but i just feel weird.
sld i be happy or sad.
i have the meaningless feeling inside of me that i cant explain.
well its over n i m done with poly =)).
hope i wnt get retain tho? haha

well had a nice hand out with andy this afternoon.
enjoyed and talked abit.
it seems hes kinda in a state that i will not understand.
but nonetheless hope he gets better soon =) .

it seems people around me r having problems..
breakups,
pregnancies,
depressions? lol
n i can be counted as the lucky 1 to have only money problems..

ever since i started year 3 sem 2.. things just got so rush.
i have to cut down on work so as to do projects.
trying to learn driving before i go army.
projects every week or alternate.
not enough time for friends n family members.
heck i don't even have time for my gf.
but i guess its all over..
so how m i going to spend my time?
dunno haha..
i want to rest but yet i need the money if i want to go out..
so i guess i have to work soon yeah..
any 1 wanna intro work for me? haha

anyway thru this half a year of hectic life.
i was able to realize people that care for me..
u all noe who u all r.. i dun haf to say.. =))
thanks for all the "jia yous", "goodluck", "dun worry u gt me to talk to".
i appreciate it =))
mayb its time i repay back..

overall i m still glad that things turn out the way it sld b..
mayb its making a decision for me..

yeah just a short post..
i mma go do some clearing up =))

ciao all.. take care all..

2009-02-13T00:58:00.002+08:00

after a bit of thinking.. it still boils down to 1 thing..
"contradiction at its best"
haha the irony..

7 hrs to my last exam in poly....
well gonna take a nap n carry on study later n hope i can at least gt a passable grade haha..
this sem have been kinda projects n projects..
been quite a hectic semester..

tmr will b the last day in school already..
other than graduation that is..
i dunno when..

i will find time to blog about my feelings from the day i got into poly till the day i left poly .. =)
till then ciao all..

2009-02-11T13:26:00.005+08:00

my 300th post

its quite funny.. do listen.. kinda catchy too..
but abit nc-16 for the lyrics =DD ...

anyway heard on my forum that Rihanna was beaten up by her boyfriend chris brown and she is now in hospital. Police got her statement and took photos of her that clear shows abuse..
she gt bruises all over her face n split lips and bloody nose.
she cancelled her 21st birthday celebration becux of this incident..
hope she is fine..
what really happen?
no1 knows but this comment by 1 of the forumer post is funny haha..

while chrisbrown was driving her to dinner..

chris:i need you boo, i gotta see you boo. set the hearts all over the world tonight, set the hearts all over the world tonight.

rihanna:SHUT UP AND DRIVE!!!!
*KANA HOOT*

incase u all dun get it.. that person put their songs lyrics into a conversation haha..

well hope she is fine tho..

ciao all

2009-02-08T20:20:00.003+08:00

had a small talk and true sia..
WHY BOTHER haha..
nt bad siol..

anyway hmmm 3 more exam to go..
study today n yesterday and what i rmb?
NOTHING.. hg liao lor hg liao haha..
now going to study again.. jia you..
hope i dun forgot anything tmr..

GOODLUCK TO ME!!!!

2009-02-08T15:08:00.003+08:00

1 last smile and its over n done..

=)

2009-02-08T01:25:00.003+08:00

i appreciate people who see 2 sides..
=))
1 week of exam.. wonder i can make it anot..
jia you ba..

goodluck to my class arghh...

"think... think..."

2009-02-05T23:26:00.000+08:00

this is kaikai lvl 110 warrior from conquer bwahaha..

damn tmr CT at 830.. so early zzz.. sians half.. hate to wake up early ahah..
anyway after tmr will b officially left 3 exam le..
hope tmr will b ok =DD

jia yous!!!

2009-02-04T16:28:00.003+08:00

for this post lets put outcome as output.

if you want an output, you have to have input..
without an input there will not be any output obviously..
so ask yourself regarding anything.. anything..

how can u expect the outputs that u want when the input u put in is 0?
not every things are controlled by nature, luck or purely faith.
dun leave everything or blame everything to luck, faith or nature when u fail..

you make the differences. as well as the similarities in life..
not everything will go your way or rather should go your way..
work for it..

rather to fail when trying then fail by not trying..

and that is why i m chionging studies now haha

well so ask yourself.. when was the last time you tried?

Edit: incase there is any misunderstanding again..
this post is nt aiming to any1.. normally i post, the "you" refers to any reader..
my post is generalization not pin pointing.. unless other wise stated =D

2009-02-03T11:23:00.003+08:00

YES!!!! finally all my projects are over!!!
BWAHAHHAHA

bt then i still have 2 common test and 3 exams.. arghhh
gotta chiong liao lar...
hope it will be over soon..

i'm glad after talking to davis i myself realize 1 thing..
"admitting to mistake isnt shameful at all. it is only shameful when one dares not or have no guts to admit"

thx davis haha..

2009-02-01T15:34:00.002+08:00

todays standardz outing was canceled..
so no outing..

did project that was suppose to hand up the day b4 yst..
anyway should b able to finish in awhile..

tomorrow formal presentation..
hope everything goes on smoothly yeah..

"plz do some reflections.. dun take ppl for granted"
once twice nt forever.

2009-02-01T00:41:00.006+08:00

last project and its up to Common Test and Exams..
last stretch of my path..
can i make it?

Andy
when andy told us that he is quiting school..
first thing on my mind..
"why give up on the last step.."
but he already made that decision..

i told him many times its not fair..
it didnt have to be this way..
he didnt have to suffer for something thats not entirely his fault..
but then again decision was made and done..

glad that he knows he is the 1 who can make himself feels better..
can he do it? i hope he can..
jia you andy =)

Alex
quite an honoured to be in your blog..
but too bad its for the wrong reasons..
i've told u bits of what i feel..
there r lots more that i wanna say but nah i guess there needs no explanation..
neither to you nor to standardz
as the sayings goes..
"there is no need for explanation.. ur enemys wnt take it and ur friends wnt need it"
since u told me to leave it as it is.. despite me saying it was unsettle..
i think i'll just leave it as it is..
if thats the only way to make things better..
so no hard feelings yeah...

but if any of u wanna judge me base on his post only then i got nth to say either..
just be happy..
as u stated i happy jiu hao..
but i hope everything will b just like b4 =)

Ah boo
arghh army life seems alright for u yeah?
and u sounds dif on msn liao..
mayb army life have changed u ?
nice hearing that will be taking a course soon.
hope it will be of use to u and help u in your future.

Davis
hey man.. no matter how ppl judge u.. no matter how ppl accuse u..
we all know they r all accusations and assumptions cux u aint how they say u are..
and u noe E5 is always supporting u yeah..
dun care about how they say.. cux they just cant be compared to u..
their jealousy got over them..
take care and do just as well for ur exam yeah..

to the rest of the people out there..
take much care every1...
and cherish the people around u..
for life is short and u may not noe when 1 will just go down.

really all please take care..

2009-01-27T22:50:00.002+08:00

tmr common test 30 percent..
headache now..
try to study for 5 hrs liao..
end up rmb nth.. FREAKIN REMEMBER NTH..
all these 5 hrs came to waste..
i m tired i m having headache.. but every1 just care for themself..

2009-01-17T16:22:00.002+08:00

arghhhhhhhhhh coding n coding..
then error n error..
AND I CANT SOLVE IT zzz
try very long le sians...

anyway ltr baby coming my ah ma hse eat with me..
hope it will be a enjoyable one.. =)
seems like she have gotten well with them already =D ..

alrights.. back to coding le :(

2009-01-16T00:34:00.003+08:00

if i were to be the leaning shoulder that everyone can lean on when in need..
then who should i lean on when i need it?

2009-01-12T01:47:00.003+08:00

last 1 month of my poly life..
and no i m not enjoying..
projects n presentations all not finish..
hope i m able to finish this 1 month in 1 piece =D

first of will be a rant post..
xpect randomness in my ranting..
note this is not only to 1 person..
each comment may not be for the same person..
its for a mix of people..

please wake up your idea..
dun ask for advice when u wnt listen..
dun act like u noe urself cux if u do u wnt ask..
why cant you change and stop living like u always been.. an idiot..
have u every wonder mayb the problem lies with u then any other things..?
please think for others rather than thinking for urself only..
treating a person badly just becux of ur emotions in my humble opinion is rubbish..
we can help u once we can help u twice bt we cant help u forever..
have u every once wanna meet up just becux we hadnt met up for sometimes already?
sometimes listening to others is much better than listening to ur own rubbish..

ok enough of these rant..
now to a more soothing post
baby and me have been together for 2.5 years liao..
these kind of people also can together 2.5 years LOL..
jkin lar... we r still loving as usual yeahh.. no worries..
wasnt able to enjoy dates much as money is an issue but i hope it will get better =D
shes having attachment soon. hope she gets a good company =DD
u all sld see her with make up..
damn nice siaa haha.. =x

hmm hopes to meet up with standards, poly friends or long lost friends..
hopes to have time for each other..
if not i m going to army soon and i will be finding work b4 that..
hope i have free time to enjoy abit tho..

i m currently playing final fantasy 9 on pc haha..
gonna complete it =D

sign its 2:02am and i just finish my report..
i need to check and do power points slides before i can sleep..
now i noe how alan feels..
i promise to work hard with him for the remaining month..
we shall do our best..

nobody will see this but i have to say it..
TO MY POLY CLASS:
"E5 de alan, yiling, eileen, natalie,qianyu, mike, ivan jia you and have a good finish ti our poly life"
we can do it de..

2009-01-05T19:48:00.002+08:00

lowest in class for that 1 common test..
D but pass tho..

exam luck?
i have never had any..
it has always been like this..

exam suayness maybe?
only when i mug every single freakin day then i will have at least a B..
i study more days than people but i get lousier marks then them..

i guess they know how to study smart..

so confident i can at least get a B..
but i guess it wasnt mean to be..

forget it.. tired of studies..

2008-12-19T22:43:00.002+08:00

Thank you for staying tuned to my blog (:
But yet sorry for not updating...

Today i'll be blogging on his behalf since he's so not willing to do so. (btw, i'm kaiyun la)

Recently, baby is obssessed with his new game - Shaiya Online (SG Server)
And he is lazy to blog or perhaps girls are more willing to blog?
But anyway, he'll be closing down this blog soon...

He is getting on very well & of course super busy with his games...
I think he needs to get his butt out of his house & meet up with his friends...
Other than going out with me, coming to my house & going to work, he didnt went anywhere liao.

We've been together for almost 2.5years already & our love is gonna continue to blossom (:

Lastly, THANK YOU for tagging me at my tagboard & staying tune to my blog.

THANK YOU!

2008-12-01T19:47:00.000+08:00

i pass my Final Theory Test..
Its time for Practical =)

live happily would be nice.

2008-11-22T01:35:00.002+08:00

yesterday night, went to geylang to have dinner..
the usual 1 year 1 time bai bai dinner ...
amazing food as usual..
and see lots of chicken as usual LOL..
didnt take pics of them so nothing for u all to drool at haha..
reach home at around 1130 tho.. very tired argh..

today got up late.. met baby at around afternoon.
wanted to watch madagascar 2 but cldnt find a suitable timing so have to pass that.
ate MOF and got to her ah ma hse..
STEAMBOAT WAS NICE LAR!!!
i like the food there haha..
enjoyed myself too..
but 1 thing..
embarrasing sia..
went to the toilet to niao niao.. end up??
DOOR CANNOT OPEN.. KAO!!!
luckily babys dad was there to did some damage to the door before i can get out ahah.
or i will b spending the night with the toilet bowl haha..

gt home slightly after 830.. hmmm
AMAZING DAY LAR>. tmr gonna have a good good rest le =))

ciao all.. take care all

2008-11-16T22:20:00.002+08:00

ARGH long time no blog haha..
been busy with presentation and projects..
but well we get thru it because of ALAN..
he did alot of our reports and presentation..

lai all say thank you to him haha..

hmmm
was wondering sld i consider quiting my job as i will be very busy for year 3 sem 2..
sigh i need the money and i need the time as well..
so confuse..
well shall give myself some time to think it over..

my final theory is coming up soon..
Have read half way thru the book already..
arghh hope i dun have to retake :(
STUDY HARD ARGH..

damn this sem has a lot of projects.. wonder will i have time to take a break ..
i miss year 1 and 2 whereby i can always come home and just play all day ahah..
but well times changes and now i am 20 years old..
better start to work hard already ..

so yeah tts all for today..
i shall try to update my blog more alright..
dun let it be so dead..
hope ppl tag more also =D...

anyway watched the anime "detroit metal city" intro by ivan..
finish all 12 episode in 1 week and i have to say..
DAMN ITS FREAKIN FUNNY hahah..
i enjoyed it..
the movie was out in japan few months back..
hoping it wld come to singapore or at least thru download haha..
anyway this is the song i like =DD
from the movie tt is..

"SATSUGAI"

2008-11-10T02:20:00.001+08:00

i am tired...
i really am tired..

2008-11-09T01:17:00.000+08:00

i am stress.... and then?

2008-11-06T01:09:00.002+08:00

some people just dunno what is automatic..
some people just dunno how to think for others..
some people are just so ignorant..
some people are just full of themselves..
when will these people learn??

congrats baby for getting 2.9 gpa =D..
super amazing improvement..
congrats to her...

2008-11-03T23:17:00.002+08:00

i hate presentations and projects..
i hate traveling to school..
i hate to wake up early..

i love night walks..
i love night messages..
i love quietness..
i love going to school with you..

2008-10-30T23:27:00.003+08:00

arghhh schools bad lately.. dunno why dun really have the mood to study hard.
and presentations n presentations week after week is very tiring.
baaaaa and i need to learn to slp early everyday.

just reformated my comp yesterday.. took me altogether quite sometime with the transfering data to my dads comp n transfering it back.

tried PES2009, damn quite laggy for me.
eventho i really enjoyed PES series since 5 years back but my comp cant really support the newer version and i cant really play with enjoyment =(
mayb i shall just stick with kicks online.

argh baby's timetable quite slack compare to mine.. i quite like her timetable haha.
she go cut her hair again zzz..
hope this time she really wana let it grow long haha..
lets see how long she can last..

ahhh nth much ehhh..
anyway ciao all ba...

btw lin you jia cut hair like boy!!!!

PICS TAKEN FROM BIAOS BLOG!!!!! THE PIC HE TAKE DE =DD

2008-10-25T01:15:00.003+08:00

its the late night again.
emos night i think =).

sometimes i've been thinking, of the things i do.
for what?
why do i do this?
why do i do that?
as usual.
i'm tired of making ppl happy.

mayb some1 sld learn to make me happy =)

days pass and time pass.
and i start to realize i m the only 1 nt changing.
people around me changes to some1 i dunno anymore.
or mayb its a sign saying i sld change too.

boo just went to army today.
hope he enjoys his NS life =)

wad about the rest? i dunno..
mayb its a habit that i m left out.

2008-10-21T21:03:00.004+08:00

The world have changed.
People have changed..
No1 is the same anymore.
Some changes for the better.
Some changes for the worst.
Some stay the same.

People are so complicated that there can never b peace in this world.
Peoples mind r too complex than it should and that is why there r things happening that shouldn't.

My logic? no, opinion i would say.
Maybe 1 day evolution will take place?
Every1 will live happily with each other rather than hating each other.
Just maybe..

Anyway, school is ok so far.
But modules are dry and dead.
Quite boring at times but hey, that is what i sign up for so i damn well study for it haha.

1 thing i hate is there will b tonnes of presentation. I HATE PRESENTATIONS..
zzzz
formal wear sucks too.
but i have to say, food at canteen is still amazing.

and oh, i just cut my hair. AS USUAL, i regretted haha.
Hopes it grows back as FAST as possible.
i want to have a nice hair during graduation =)

every1 take care ok..
any old friends can ask me out.
hopefully.

2008-10-18T10:14:00.007+08:00

i LOL-ed at this at edmw haha..

dedicate this song to kaiyun!!

2008-10-15T23:15:00.002+08:00

today i got jay Chou latest album.. he got nice songs i have to say =D
i recommend every1 to get it aha.

and i also watched connected(remake of cellular).
didnt expected it to b so nice..
i really enjoyed it with baby =D

we didnt eat exp things today haha..
we only eat chicken rice =DD
SAVE ARGH SAVE ARGH!!!!!

lately kaiyun have been TV-ing all the way..
she even name herself TV queen haha..
watch until ltr her eye spoil argh haha..

skols nt bad .. quite fun with friends around..
but the course is nt wad i expected bt nonetheless..
i am going to jia you and study hard =)))

GUDLUCK TO EVERY1 +DD

2008-10-06T21:27:00.002+08:00

i realize all my live i have been under peoples control...
its high time i start to work on my own...
why are there people who always think they are right?
whats in their lousy mind?
they have nth bt themself?
why cant they think of others..

as a saying goes.. if there is a predator ,there have to be a prey..
why cant every 1 be neutral then..

sigh

2008-10-06T20:34:00.002+08:00

if people are more considerate maybe singapore will be a better place..
if people are more sane maybe singapore will be a better place..
why r idiots still alive?
mayb they r alive to let people know there are actually good people around..

alot of younger generations are getting more hopeless..
seriously hopeless..
they deserve to die.. all of them..

and inconsiderate peoples..
cant people be more courteous?
kiasuism is singapores most well known culture..
and i hate that culture..

anyway i am back from chiang mai.. was an amazing trip =DD
will be posting pics when i get some soon =D

2008-09-30T23:40:00.001+08:00

arghh.. this will b the last post b4 school reopens on monday..
hows all my poly friends?

i finished my work last friday le..
finally.. have a little rest =)

when school reopens i have to study hard le.. and i am determine to study hard =) ..
i don't want to regret not learning anything..

anyway.. i m off to bed already.. take care all.. be back to blog soon =))

2008-09-29T09:21:00.002+08:00

was feeling giddy the moment i got up from sleep ye

sterday at about 12..
and so i brush my teeth and it got worst plus i almost vomitted..
so i went back to slp again..
got up at 2 and the same thing happens.. then i went back to slp again lol..
finally at about 4pm.. things slightly got better..
so i rest awhile more b4 i got up..

did watch yesterdays night f1..
finds it actually quite amusing..
really did enjoy the whole race..
saw some accidents and some drama going on but over all was a nice race..

and now its monday.. gt up at 845..
was feeling lethargic but my temperature was 36.7 so i guess i m lucky nt to b having fever..
but my whole body feels warm and my throat feels so dry even after drinking water..
and i just..
feel sick..
am i having psychological fever? ...... maybe
but anyway.. i hope i am fine... =)

2008-09-25T23:55:00.002+08:00

had a great day today..
chatting was amazing..
at least we knew alot of things..
ddinner at IMM was nice haha.. the pork nice to eat lor bwahahah..
the bake rice also nt bad =DD

the walk home was amzing too =D..
tmr babys goign to work 13 hrs.. following sat n sunday..
good luck to her every1 alright? =DD

tmr is my last day at work.. jia you also

2008-09-19T00:51:00.003+08:00

my winning goal =)

do i have a say?

2008-09-16T21:55:00.003+08:00

yeah... hvnt been blogging lately =)
all dun worry me n my girl is still together haha.. and better than ever.
get ready to attend our wedding dinner in a few yrs time bwahahah.
who wanna sponsor us money tho? hoho.

arghh yester have weird stomachache the whole day
was freakin irritating.. and dun feel good.. further more i have a slight fever.
but well i rest at home today and i feel abit better.
hope i can b better tomorrow to go and work.

i got my result and my Final Year Project i got a B+ well.. its ok lar..
dun expect much.. and i pass my IAP =D
i saw the feedback my in-charge send to my LO and i got a number of excellent in certain aspects haha..

nth much to update anymore also.. kinda tired of everything lately.. damn..
hopes school reopen soon.
i love the food there haha.
and hope i wnt have too much module to take or i will die zzzz
hvnt touch books for so long.. dun think i rmb anything haha..

HOHO

2008-09-12T23:25:00.002+08:00

For myself...

2008-09-12T00:32:00.000+08:00

i really need a break..
for my own =(

2008-09-08T23:32:00.005+08:00

I finished watching bleach , the diamond dust rebellion on veoh...
i have to say its nice to me =)).. but i still prefer the first movie tho =PP ..
if u all wanna watch.. just go to
http://www.veoh.com/videos/v158496733zP86w9Y?rank=1&category=category_anime&order=mr&
gt 5 parts...

its always has to be me..no matter wad.. my thinking is definitely the wrong 1..
as people says, when u do something and dun expect anything in return.. the returns will come unexpectedly..
i guess it doesnt happens in my case a way or another.. been 19 yrs..

sometimes things r better to b kept to urself..
and only to urself..

2008-09-05T21:08:00.001+08:00

sigh..

2008-09-03T00:02:00.001+08:00

when things repetitively happens around me then will i realize that its me all along..
mayb i sld let go..

had a great dinner with baby today tho =)
had some talk time with dad n mum too..
was nice..
well back to work again tmr..

2008-09-01T23:13:00.003+08:00

boooo!!!!!

2008-08-29T11:53:00.003+08:00

1 week of work pass so fast haha.
was tiring but was nice learning more things tho.

Next week onwards alvin will be going over to webteam and a new intern from NYP will come to techsupport team.
Is a girl, so she will be taking over my place as a server backend technician while i become the PC backend technician.
Definitely i will ask her to take more phone calls haha.
girl take phone call better ma...

u imagine u in a super bad mood then u call our office for help...
you: HARLOW!!! walao why my computer cannot on arghh??
ME: hello. Goodmorning BIS..(in a very MAN voice)
you: KNN u so MAN for wad act cool argh huh?? !@#!$!%!%#^$$@^$&^*%

but if the receiver is a girl jiu dif case le...
you: HARLOW!!! walao why my computer cannot on arghh??
girl: hello. Goodmorning BIS..(in a very sweet n innocent voice)
you: oh hey goodmorning, how ur day ?? (tone suddenly drop)

SEE THE DIFFERENCE???
the world is unfair one :(
haha anyway..

hope she can learn fast cux 1 week later there will b a few more interns from TP coming in.. hope they learn fast as well.. and i will be gone the following week.

OK enough of my work.. lets talk about games..
since i starting working i cant play much as i have things to do..
so in 1 week i only grew 1 lvl in Kicks to make lvl 22 haha..
but i am going to carry on this game cux i really like it =DD
haha but my com super lousy. The wireless dunno why keep dc. Damn suay is when i score alot and know for sure can be Man of the match liao then i dc..
SUPER PEK CHEK 1 zzzzz
hope i can get to lvl 30 soon. there r 4 lvl 30 already..
dunno sld use real money to buy permanant items anot? haha
alright enough of games as well haha..

girlfriend is still with me haha.. 26 months liao leii..
jealous anot? haha
my first love jiu so long
hmmm yst she wrote me a letter it was sweet :)
was touched..
i m sure she is going to be the 1 i marry =D
mayb when i 25-28 years old ba haha
when i got the money la..
must save up lar cannot anyhow spend..
going to thailand with her n her relative soon..
we r going to enjoy it de..

hvnt send much time with family lately..
tmr is sis birthday.. duwan to get her present BWAHAHAH..
no money lei =(
hope to have more time with family soon lar =D
shall plan..

friends lei all seems busy.. will try to ask them out someday =DD
alex n boo sld b at overseas now.. will be back soon =D hope they enjoy themself..

well thats all the update for today..
to ANYONE who read my blog.. take care of yourself ok..
health is very important =)

2008-08-26T00:32:00.004+08:00

I am jealous of all the rich kids out there..
for they are able to not work and still spend double wad i can spend..
for they are able to enjoy much more than i ever could..
for they get to take cabs everyday while i have to rush for last train home..
for they are able to lead a carefree teenage life while i have to work and work and work..

but well.. lifes unfair..
mayb next time i can b rich 1 day?? kana toto? 4D? BWAHAHAHA..

anyway its my first day back at work.. yeah tired..
didnt slept well last night.. i guess i have to slp early tonite =D
but its already 1230 haha..
baby's already aslp hohoho..
hope tmr there will b things for me to do and complete and hope i can finish on time..

found this funny thing on line haha.. hope u all enjoys it..
to every1 who knows me.. take care alrite??
hvnt been in touch lately..
do talk to u when u all have time =))

2008-08-25T15:47:00.003+08:00

was working today and happen to came across this podcast by mr brown..
incase u all hvnt heard..
LHL asked all younger generations to have more children..
for my own opinion, i feel that it is expensive to have children in singapore..
so why would more people wanna have more children?
so wad if the government gives more incentive?
so wad if he gives more leave?
the incentives runs out.. leaves used up..
couples will end up with a burden..
so unless couples r ready for a baby..
i wld say NO to having baby just for the lousy incentives..

http://www.mrbrownshow.com/2008/08/25/the-mrbrown-show-we-need-you-baby/
go listen.. from mr brown..

2008-08-24T01:52:00.000+08:00

feel that lately i have been neglecting..
i sld do better..
and i can do better..
and she deserve better =)..

1 more day..

updates!!!!

2008-08-23T14:30:00.002+08:00

2 more days of my break and i am back to work in BIS again..
for 1 month before school reopens..
happy that i am able to work and earn money yet unhappy that i have less time for so many other things..

my BTT test is coming soon, hope i can make it =D
90 pages of the book and i completed 50 briefly..
going to do the rest soon and then get a 1 time pass for the BTT i hope =))

arghhh babys going to start skol next week also haha for 3 weeks nia tho..
then its holiday for her.. hope wnt b too boring for her at school bwahahha..

hmmm i am going to thailand on october..
bwahaha hope i can learn alot of things there.. mayb can learn some thai language? haha
and enjoy with babys relative..
i hvnt return her auntie the money sia =xx
next week when i go her ah ma hse i pass to her haha..
or ltr like nt good drag so long..

arghhh lately while i am at home with nth on hand..
i play my game as much as i can..
nth much.. jux want to show u all the pictures.

Kaikai from kicks online.. lvl 21 and a CF.. centre forward..
i am one of the unpredictable strikers there haha..
definitely there r alot of pros but i will try to play n be better definitely..
=D

Kaikai from maple private server.. rebirth about 4 times only..
haha lucky i gt derrick to play with me or i wnt b able to play alone haha..
had fun with him in maple.. 1 day will post his char also..
hmm i m currently a dark knight but i think i will want to b an archer eventually.. nt sure yet..
still training to get higher lvl and all skills =DD

2008-08-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

hoho today went to bugis with baby... went to shop shop with her..
she buy a few clothes sioll.. haha..
i only bought 1 =)

watched "meet dave" as well. overall a nice show i must say.. i feel its quite funny =D
enjoyed myself.. hvnt went out to play for sometimes lee.. =DD

thx for accompanying me babe...

hmmm send her to work and then back home..

nxt week gonna start work le zzz..
hope 1 month will b quite ok for me ba =))

2008-08-15T11:41:00.003+08:00

阳光照耀不到你的心像冰冷冷的地窖
把我的心燃烧也得不到拥抱
所有争吵让一切的美好停在我的手表
慢慢的消耗消失在每分每秒
把你握牢却捏碎了
真心无法作比较
就算我爱得很霸道
看你走上了天桥我走下了地下道
你和我的爱情就遗落在街角
看你越过分隔岛
我转进单行道一路把过去甩掉
忘了曾经说过要一起到老
(忘了曾说过要一起到老)
我的眼睛以模糊失焦
在这条曾说过要一起走的幸福大道

:(

perfection isn't the goal, happiness is..

2008-08-11T23:47:00.002+08:00

didnt managed to pass my napfa AGAIN..!!
after 3 rounds at 2.4..
i gave up..
initially i noe i can make it..
but after 2nd round my stomach gt tt pain.. super pain..
i thought i going to die..
like heartattack..
zzzz and i finish 2 rounds in 3minutes ++ abit nia..
sad tho.. i tried .. i really tried to run another round then i really cmi then left..

meet baby n makan.. the kari nt bad larr..
she say nt really nice..
i think okok =DDD

baby i love u.
till the end i promise =)

2008-08-09T00:59:00.003+08:00

what is enough.??
no one will ever know and no 1 will wanna noe..
cux its human nature to want more and more and more..

for i wished i cld have enough...
for i wished i only have just enough..
for i wished i am enough..
but its not..
nobody will be content with enough..
cux enough will never be enough..

last week of work..
pressure everyday..
the need to hand down my work..
the need to do my complete my task of my internship..
everyday 9-6..

i made time for one and i lost time for another..
i cannot make a balance..
for i wish i control time..

when my holiday is here..
i am going to spend my time doing drawings and colourings..
lesser games i hope..

ciao all.. cherish life as much as u can..

2008-08-08T20:06:00.001+08:00

when pride runs over !!!!

2008-08-08T17:29:00.002+08:00

Smile, even when you are sad..
Smile, even when you dun haf to..
Smile, even when everyone is frowning..
Smile, even when you know some1 is angry with you..
Smile, even when you know it doesnt helps..
Smile, when you need hope..
Smile as much as you can..
For you never know when you could never smile again..

=)..

2008-08-05T23:59:00.001+08:00

9-6 9-6 9-6 9-6 9-6..

do u all feel the same as i do?

9-6 9-6 9-6 9-6 9-6..

can i be understood?

9-6 9-6 9-6 9-6 9-6..

what can i ask for?

9-6 9-6 9-6 9-6 9-6..

2008-08-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

tired =(

2008-08-03T22:47:00.003+08:00

hoho went to suntec today and then to babys home..
she did facial for me.. now my face damn smooth lar SHIOK MAN..

then we fall aslp zzz.. until 7 plus then got up..
THEN WE CAM WHORE.. alot of pic lar haha..

her mum cooked porridge to makan.. is nice lar .. =D
long time no eat home made food le..

anyway.. i wonder when i can get married haha..
dunno at wad age will i have enough money hmmm..
i really love her.. and i really wanna marry her..
the only thing is no money =(

hope soon ba..
or gt people very gan jiong liao LOL..

2008-08-03T00:07:00.002+08:00

just cut my hair.. eventho i have to say it is very easy to maintain..
i can wake up late and i dun have to comb it..
but i look ugly in it..
i dunno why other people say its nice..
its not even nice at all..
it is everything i ask for except that its nt nice tts all..

was at LPA setting up 8 computers today...
had a great time with melvin n derrick..
was fun eventho its work haha..
we had mos burger n derrick tell us about his friends...
i shant comment on his friend then.. it wld b too inappropriate.
but over-all i had a great day..

didnt get to draw anything this weekend..
i shall find another day then..
working was tiring.. so many things to rush..
but well.. thats working.. i am just an intern..
i have no choice and say in anything..
2 more weeks and i am off..
learn alot of good things tho.. =)

damn was suppose to help baby add archives to her blog..
end up i mess her blog dunno how to make back..
useless

tmr is going out with baby..
we r going to enjoy ourself =)))
love ya lots you noe that..?

last but not least..
hope money will not ruin anything of my life anymore..

In the moonlight
Your face it glows
Like a thousand diamonds
I suppose
And your hair flows like
The ocean breeze
Not a million fights
Could make me hate you
You’re invincible
Yeah, It’s true
It’s in your eyes
Where I find peace

Chorus:
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let’s light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You’re ready to break
Don’t look away.

So here we are now
In a place where
The sun blended
With the ocean thin.
So thin, we stand
Across from each other
Together we’ll wonder
If we will last these days
If I asked you to stay
Would you tell me
You would be mine?

And time
Is all I ask for
Time
I just need one more day
And time
You’ve been crying too long
Time
And your tears wrote this song
Stay

In the moonlight
Your face it glows

Chorus

2008-07-30T11:21:00.001+08:00

sometimes i wonder.. what am i good at??

it seems like what ever i think i am good at.. there is some1 around me better at it.. hmmmm

is there something that i am good at among the people around me then?

i seriously wonder..

2008-07-27T22:16:00.002+08:00

when i draw.. no1 have ever said.. PERFECT drawing..
always will have ooo the nose abit too big..
ooo the ear abit too small..
ohh hair nv shade nicely..
ohh this not good that not good..

i guess i have alot more to practice =/

had a great day with baby at mabel farewell party.. had pizzas and kfc and drinks.. amazing =DD

tmr work again.. i better slp early.. lately hvnt been sleeping early..
i need more rest..

love my friends
love my family
love my girl =)))

take care every1..

2008-07-20T19:44:00.005+08:00

damn if only i could be in that crew lol...

anyway babys working and she didnt reply my sms -.-
must b busy..

tmr work again =)

hope next week gt money... can go kbox or treat baby makan le haha...

"is money really so important..??"

2008-07-17T21:18:00.002+08:00

finished work at 815 today...
was quite tired..

lucky there was derrick to msg me eventho he doesnt have to...
appreciate it man =)) ..
really glad to have a colleague like you..
jia you ok =D.. 1 more month tt is..

these few weeks at work i learn a lot of things i have to say..
things i wouldn't learn in school..
the experience i get was amazing too..
and the people that i hang around with too.. it was nice =) ..

sld i learn guitar? it seems i have no talent in music haaaa..
mayb 1 day i can play guitar n sing high notes??
=/ ...

it seems like i dunno anything of u anymore.. got to buckup

2008-07-16T23:42:00.002+08:00

random thoughts

1. if you going to do ur way in the end then dun ask for advice in the first place..

2. am i just a friend who is called when needed n dump when not needed?

3. everyday is tiring.

4. when will people stops asking for more?

5. a little better attitude can bring you a long way.

6. i was known for my stupidity but no1 have ever known wad gone thru my mind that i dun say.

7. love is in the air =)

2008-07-15T17:46:00.002+08:00

am i pregnant? i feel like vomitting haha

take care of urself every1... dun get sick..

2008-07-14T21:48:00.004+08:00

yesterday was a nice day at babes house.. spend the whole day together.. =)
love her every single day..
if everyday was like yst.. mayb my life wld b good =D

working everyday.. how sld i describe.. dunno...

you always didn't knew i always tries to sleep later than you so that i know you are safetly asleep before i feel the ease to close my eyes and worry nothing.

2008-07-14T21:06:00.001+08:00

my love life is like a happy song =DDDD
and it will always be...

从清晨露出微笑的金黄
我知道我不会再孤单
看你为我绽放的脸庞
放在心上
有了你我的世界不一样
童话里幸福终结了忧伤
你是我最靠近的坚强
有你陪我自在地遨翔抬头仰望
天空变成一座游乐场
世界更明亮
只因为你我情不自禁闭上眼睛
心里想了想还是你
不让你离开我的手心
呵护着你幻想着
紧抱在我怀里
只因为你我情不自禁这样为你
证明我不再孩子气
如果有一天我们老去寸步不离
回忆里如镜子都是你

2008-07-14T01:09:00.002+08:00

你在哪里?
这些年来如意不如意?
还快乐?
还单纯?
还美丽?
时光如何对你?
我在这里人海中的一座岛屿
很平静风平浪静
只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭

我很想你你知道吗
如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑清澈眼睛
好确定那持离只毁了我一个而已

我很想你听见了吗? woo~
这是唯一我无解的困境
那些过去不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息
都不是你

我只想爱你我在哪里?你会不会偶尔好奇?
有没有曾经怀疑?
我说我会忘记只是种好意

我很想你你知道吗
如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑清澈眼睛
好确定那持离只毁了我一个而已

我很想你听见了吗? woo~
这是唯一我无解的困境
那些过去不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息
都不是你

2008-07-14T00:28:00.002+08:00

如果两个人的天堂
象是温馨的墙
囚禁你的梦想
幸福是否象是一扇铁窗
候鸟失去了南方

如果你对天空向往
渴望一双翅膀
放手让你飞翔
你的羽翼不该伴随玫瑰
听从凋谢的时光

浪漫如果变成了牵绊
我愿为你选择回到孤单
缠绵如果变成了锁链
抛开诺言
有一种爱叫做放手
为爱放弃天长地久
我们相守若让你付出所有
让真爱带我走
有一种爱叫做放手
为爱结束天长地久
我的离去若让你拥有所有
让真爱带我走说分手

为了你失去你
狠心扮演伤害你
为了你离开你
永远不分的离去

2008-07-12T00:24:00.002+08:00

littlest things matters most..

so what are little things what are big things?

mayb it lies with myself..?
first time got a negative comments from a stranger.

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.

And you're lying real still,
but your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
that's three that have passed, one more's fine.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,
but I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.

And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.
Say my name. So I know it's true.
You're changing me. You're changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say. So just say,

That you'll stay awake for me.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything

2008-07-08T23:51:00.002+08:00

hahah my first take and i zhao xia 2 times.. then hor my voice keep piao here piao there haha..
but i really tried lor =(
only that it was bad haha..
will take nice 1 next time..

tmr napfa wish me luck =)

2008-07-08T00:36:00.002+08:00

working cafe and attachment lately..
sure is tiring..
well i aint got no choice, i need to earn money for my monthly expenses..
but last months wasnt enough to cover this months expenses..
sighh may need to get from mum..
when will i be free of all these???

glad that babys got friends to pei her go out when i am busy and tired..
she had kbox just now.. good that she enjoyed =)

but now i just felt so empty..
no time for her..
phone also talk awhile jiu go slp le..
msg also not more than 4..
msn talk abit jiu no topic..

what do i really want? i dunno

new interns today, they are not bad.. very friendly..
hope they will like me n derricks company =)

nights all..

2008-07-06T23:06:00.003+08:00

hu yan bing's nice amazing voice..
quite a sad song..

i really wonder how it feels to attend the wedding of the girl u once loved...
but the groom is not you.

anyway went to party world woodlands with Biaos, richie and lawrance today..
hoho fun fun =DDD

nxt time gt picture then post cux all at biaos cam..
hope they enjoy too haha..

tmr new intern coming le.. hope we all intern can get along well.. hoho

bye all

2008-07-02T21:31:00.002+08:00

haha my face damn plastic haha

wuuu baby with her food and mine =DDD

YUM YUMMMM... ministry of food.. i highly recommand anyone to try =D

2008-06-30T22:13:00.002+08:00

lin you jia =DD .. become more handsome liaoo..
which meant.. i dun look as much as him liao haha..

anyway its a really nice song..
but the situation of the mv quite emo siaa =//

anyway baby slp liao.. its only like 10 haha.. first time.. good for her =xx

nth lee =D

tmr work

2008-06-24T22:58:00.001+08:00

this girl has FREAKING AMAZING VOICE....

everyday so shag with work haha..
hope tmr gt work to day..

guess tmr is wad day?? ^^

2008-06-22T23:38:00.002+08:00

today was at home the whole day.. it was nice to stay at home the whole day..
been so long since i can rest until siao =))

arghh 3 more days haha..

i m going to meet friends someday.. i felt tt i neglected them too much already..
its enough..
my family members as well.. sld spend more time with them..

so many things to look after haha.. no problem.. nothing will get me down..
i sld learn to work harder also..
and be a good boyfriend thats for sure =DD

and people say i look like lin you jia.. look like mehh? hmm next time must find a pic of him and take a pic of myself let u all see look like anot haha..

anyway i love this song when tanya sang it..
didnt know lin you jia sang it too.. and i like both..
mayb i can relate better to guy singing =)

2008-06-21T01:25:00.000+08:00

its the night as usual... work tmr as usual...
lucky i am able to see baby haha..
3 cheers for tiredness..

2008-06-19T22:31:00.001+08:00

hmmm lately no money larrr..
must really save save looo or my tears will b flowing =(((

anyway was another nice day at west coast park with baby again =)))

2008-06-17T23:35:00.002+08:00

there are many kinds of people in this world..
so when one reaches an environment.
is one suppose to oblige to change themselves to fit the environment or to the people around them?
if its no, then one won't be able to work well with the people around.
if its yes, then wouldn't it be unfair that you are the only 1 changing and not them?

that goes the same to the friends and family around you.
sometimes i do think, am i suppose to change so that every1 feels better around me?
or i shouldn't?

i dunno.. but just be happy tts all =D

argh its late.. i sld slp..

this guy did singapore proud =))
he sang well too.

if i could only sing that well =)

2008-06-15T22:55:00.003+08:00

another day pass at cafe like tt.. from 11-9. i guess i earned quite abit haha.
baby gave me a surprise by meeting me at night =D..
but i was tired so she had to cab home..
will send u home nxt time alrite =))

thx jie long for letting me off early haha..
he have to stay back and do the final of the cleaning up...
nxt time help u =)

tmr work AGAIN..

tired, tired and so tired.

2008-06-14T20:17:00.003+08:00

ever since 2 weeks back, i have been working everyday.
Literally everyday.
Monday to Friday from 9-6
Saturday 9-1
Sunday 11-9.30

damn, how little time do i have for other things other than work work and more work.
My life revolves around money and how i wish it was vice versa.
lucky there are fun people around in my company therefore making attachment better.
and there is baby to come find me after work =)
i need time with my other friends but i am always so tired, damn.

i get tired of my life sometimes.

how can people club all night?
how can people play all day without worring about work?
how can people be so carefree?
how??? i need to master those techniques.

money money money.. why do money have to become so important.
everyday doing these and that just for that little money.
It doesnt stop even after i graduate from NYP. In fact its just the beginning.

i cant treat gf to eat all the time.
i cant always go out and enjoy with friends all the time.
i cant get what i want all the time.
Youngsters eat pastamania, pizza hut, sakae, keeny rogers all the time while i cant.
there are so many i cant just because of money.
And there they have to go rise price for every single thing.
the little money i get every month is only enough for a below average life..
even an average life i asked for is so hard.

but whats the use with all these whining anyway, tmr after a night sleep i still have to get up to a slogging day for money.

money sure makes one tired.

ciao all..
hope every1 enjoyed at ivans house..

happy birthday ivan =) my room mate in beijing.. my good friend

how i wish to live a happy care free life

have you ever?

2008-06-11T22:34:00.002+08:00

have you ever thought of what is your greatest regret??

randomness haha..
went to west coast part with baby today... it was romantic =)))
love it..

2008-06-10T15:45:00.000+08:00

7b is the guys name

我告诉你说：“我今天扫楼梯时，差点儿从楼梯上摔下来。”本来我以为你会安慰说：
“亲爱的，小心点儿。”但你说：“扫慢点，不就得了。”
我伤心，我觉得你一点儿不爱我，不在乎我。
后来，我发现我们的楼梯异常干净，干净的都不用我扫；一个月后我才发□
'7b，那是你每天抽出5分钟的结果。我告诉你：“我的车子坏了，我走了半个小时
才到车站。”本来以为你会关心地说：“你怎么不坐出租车，累不累？”但你说：
“反正很近，你也顺便减肥。”
我生气，觉得你不爱我，不关心我。
第二天，我发现你留在桌上的你的车钥匙，以及为我准备的丰富的早点。
我告诉你说：“我想去北海道，荷兰等地，欣赏那一大片壮观地花海。”本来以为
你会关心地说：“你想去哪，我们来计划。”即使敷衍几句也好，但你说：“真无
聊，花大把的银子去那种无聊的地方。”
我生气，觉得你不爱我，不懂我。
后来，我发现家里的

的旅游杂志，不管是国内还是国外的报导，只要有赏花介绍的那一页，页角就有折
痕,里面就有你的笔记记录。
我告诉你说：“我跟朋友出去，晚上会晚点回来。”本来以为你会关心地说：“ 跟
谁出去，小心点儿，记得拨电话或早点儿回家。”但你说：“随便你，你高兴就好。”

我生气了，觉得你不爱我，不关心我。后来，我负气拖到深夜3点多回家，我看到你
坐在沙发上的睡容。
我告诉你：“我的大姨妈来了，肚子好痛。”本来以为你会安慰我说：“忍一忍，
一天就过去了。”但你说：“女人真麻烦，受不了。”
我伤心了，觉得你不爱我，不疼我。
后来，家里的零食柜里多了好多巧克力及红豆，是你买的，但你一直没吃。直到一
个月过去了。你在我月事的前后一星期，天天煮着红豆汤。
我告诉你说：“我真高兴嫁了你，你是最好的老公。”本来以为你会开心地回答我
说：“我也是这么觉得，你是最好地老婆。”但你说：“嫁了都

嫁了，不然，你还想怎样？”
我生气，觉得你不爱我，不懂我。
后来，我无意中发痕7b你在睡前用卫生纸擦拭床头那张40英寸地结婚照，然后望着
照片傻笑好久。
我想我终于懂了，在你不在乎地外表下，有颗不善用言词表达的心，一颗最爱我

的心。原来你是爱我的。只不过不说。这是你爱的方式，与别人的不同。

2008-06-09T19:32:00.000+08:00

i wanna get married at age 25-27 =xxx

can i?

2008-06-07T00:51:00.003+08:00

only when baby tell me i have to sleep early cux i tmr got work then i remember.
tmr is sat not sunday zzzz..

and now its almost 1..
damn.. everyday 9-6.
even thought working is not bad but i have became a no lifer..
cant really go out much..
cant really do much..
i think i better stick to work and train dumbells enough.
that sld take up 1 whole day..

and i couldn't even bother to sleep early..
why i ask myself.. actually i also dunno why..

mayb i already have tt mentality that baby have to slp first b4 i cld slp..
and i got too used to it haha...
well i have to learn to slp early now..

tmr is eddies birthday... going his chalet at night..
it will be nice =))

hope i wnt b too tired to do any fun activities haha.. mayb i can rest abit after tmrs work at 1..

maybe =DDDD
and if i can finish early i can go bbdc =D..

i really need to get a license le haha..
sigh..

these few days i feel my mood aint good..
getting fedup easily..
little things make me mad..
is it because of my lack of sleep?
or other factors i am not sure..

but i really hope i could try to handle my control. so i wnt affect anyone with my actions..
=))

so yeahh tts all for today... nights all..

2008-06-06T00:33:00.001+08:00

baby say i have become sweeter since i came back from beijing..
hmm but i feel i like become worst haha..
but anyway.. very tiring day today..
tmr will be tiring too..
same goes to baby..

tmr will only gt to talk to her at night..
so i have to find things to do myself the whole day le..

ciao late lee..

2008-06-04T14:15:00.001+08:00

work have been getting busier and busier but heyyy its fun =)..
then then its tiring..

but well work is like tt aint it =))

babys finishing her 1st work.. going to the next stop over and work another 2 months i think..
hope she will do fine =)) ..

how all my friend out there ehhhh?
MISS ME OK... when i have time i will ask u all out.. =PPP

2008-06-03T00:08:00.001+08:00

mayb its just me.. maybe its me all the time zzz

memories..

2008-06-02T16:07:00.003+08:00

had a debate with joyce just now..

she thinks tt the past is more important..
while i thinks whats important is the present.

so is memories so important..?
if yes i mux have been a bad guy in the past..
i destroyed someones memories..

=(
feeling bad all these while.. just wanna say sorry to that person..
if u know who u r..

anyway.. been working for 1 week already and i have to say its nt bad =))
every1s good to me and friendly..
and i will learn alot of things definitely..
nxt time computer gt problem can ask me le =DDD

anyway ciaooo

2008-06-01T01:52:00.004+08:00

next time i sld juz go sleep first.. yawnz

2008-05-24T00:50:00.001+08:00

waiting for baby to come home...
in the end..
fall aslp..
got up le..
but she slp le ..
-.-

and so..
i go slp liao..

haha

2008-05-16T22:05:00.002+08:00

why are some people just so shameless..?
why some people just dunno their limits..?

2008-05-15T01:13:00.003+08:00

who ever says my gf is fat or say she is stupid is nowhere better..
no matter kidding or playing... its nt funny

2008-05-14T23:52:00.003+08:00

hmmm 8 more days till i am back.
but wondering.. how will it be when i get back.
everyday will have to work till 5++ 6 .
will i have enough time for friends or baby.???
baby seems to b so busy even when i am in china already.
getting home late almost everyday.

Her tep only finishes at october if i didnt rmb wrongly..
if this continues we will have lesser times together =/
hmmm so we have to make use of our saturdays and sundays.
Hope we cld still meet each other somedays ^^ ...

fall asleep just now haha and i dream about me driving baby around singapore .
Thats what she always wanted haha.

i am going to learn driving when i get back to sg.
shall get a license and mayb get a cheap car =D
so i can drive baby around hohoho..

that wld b a bliss..

shall not touch on yst things.. just let it pass yeah..
ciao all..

love

2008-05-13T00:20:00.005+08:00

Guess baby is asleep now. Just finish practice for our performance tomorrow and just finished bathing.
Felt so refreshed.

i am going back in 9 days time.
to my relative side..
to my family side..
TO MY BABY'S SIDE~~!!!!!

to whoever out there who thinks...
1)i shouldn't be with kai yun.
2)kai yun should have broken up with me long time ago.
3)kai yun should find some1 better out there.
4)i am nowhere able to compare to kai yuns intelligence level.
5)i will never have the money to give her happiness.
OR
6)i would never give her happiness no matter what.

let me tell u F*** YOU ALL~~!!!!

1)kaiyun's palms don't fit another guys hands when holding hands but only fits mine..
2)she will never break up with me cause our love is beyond breakable.
3)if every1 wanna keep finding some1 better out there, there would be no end.
4)she is smart in her way and i am smart in my way.. and our smartness combine together will b huge..
5)i will save money and work hard.
6)i have the confidence to say i am going to be the guy who can give her the happiness she wants.

yup thats all haha.. its 1230 its time to sleep...
yawn.. tomorrow have to do project again lee..

anyway since she is asleep i can say here.
hope she likes the small little card i make and thanks eunice for helping me print n give to her =)

with love =))

2008-05-07T10:41:00.002+08:00

sldnt have went for the 1st time.. now i m doing something i dun like..
damn it...
it only waste my time..

having trying out for our performance ltr..
hope its fine..

2 more weeks.. still no progress..
ciao